Cause even with the lights gone out I know, the rhythm that our hearts pound out rolls on.

I dunno if some of you readers know, but I was quite the avid photographer back then because of my school course. Hahaha call me lazy but since I hated doing graphic design, editing videos or painting, I decided to go for an easier medium and ~*~photography~*~ seemed like an easier choice.

Of course nothing speaks of a more cliche photography subject choice then sunsets but I dunno man, there's just something bout basking in that warm glow of one whilst adjusting your shutter speed and snapping away. Almost makes me feel like my existence is almost beautiful for a split second. Before nonsense like bills and obligations kick in. :'D

I then decided to delve into the ~*~fabulous~*~ world of fashion photography which was a short stint until I found my calling in fashion styling hahaha. But it did help cause I empathize even more greatly with photographers when they get so stressed over styling. Ivanho, I'm sorry if you're reading this HAHAHAHAHA.

Not falling on each other like we're always in the dark.

Leather Lapel Jacket - All Saints

DIY Shredded Hoodie - Asos

Corset Pants - Zipia

Combat Boots - Ann Demeulemeester

Skull Clutch - Taobao

Cross Chain Necklace - Lip Service

Pretty old outfit picture because I got SO BORED one day at home (Was this close to watching Keeping Up With the Kardashians. I'm secretly a Khloe fan HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA GURL IS FABULOU555555555) that I ended up finding old images in my camera.

It really does seem like my style has recently been getting a more tougher-makeover because running around in drapey lumpy clothes (As my colleague likes to call it) to loan/return clothing is a hassle. Plus looking all tough helps you feel tougher (Idk what's up with this sentence :'D) and actually gives you backbone when dealing with fucking rude store people.

Yes Club21B manager, I'm looking at you.

Usual arm candy, cross necklace because I'm a ~*~daredevil fashionista~*~ and my usual texture play. I really seem to like layering my hoodie under leather jackets nowadays because whilst I think I look like some kickass MORTAL KOMBATXXXXX character....

I actually look like a biker-butch as stated by Claris, my colleague. :'DDD

S&M Pants for days where I feel slutty like Rihanna. Or Kim Kardashian. Or Paris Hilton. The list goes on.

Bryan : I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVAAAAAAAAAAAA

Candy : N0 FUK Y00 H00MANZ

Just a random picture of Bert and Ernie that I found whilst looking for press images and ended up laughing so hard I dribbled orange juice down my shirt AND fell off my chair.

CLASSY I AM.

You remind me of a former love that I once knew, And you carry little peace with you.

Leather Lapel Jacket aka Rick Owens Knockoff - Yahoo Japan Auctions

DIY Torn Hoodie - Asos

Drop Crotch Harem Pants - Izzue

Army Boots - Salvation Army

Remodelled Harness - Zana Bayne

I've been in this experimentation mood lately (My friend was like, "Are you experimenting with sexual stuff or what? Why so kinky one?" when I briefly told her I was doing so) with my style because I find that I've reached this stage in my ~*~fashiun b0y~*~ life where it's stagnant.

SO BAM. Rick Owens FW2011 inspired look? LET'S DO IT. I'm quite into these looks lately ;

1) Usual drapey nonsense where I look like a walking black lump.

2) A more downtorn urban look where I pretend I'm part of an apocalypse army.

3) Menswear inspired looks. (But aren't I a man already?)

4) ~*~Casual Chic~*~ aka I don't give a fuck bout what I'm wearing.

Grabbed a pair of these Izzue pants in Hongkong cause I've been lusting for one since 2009 but for some strange cosmic reason, haven't gotten down to buying one. It kinda makes me look like I have monstrously huge testicles or like I took a giant shit in my pants but... I LOVE IT SO MUCH HAHAHAHA. I can now actually bend down to pick stuff up without much trouble. :'D

And these Salvation Army boots? $8 from the one near my house hahaha. They're crazy comfortable and make me feel like I can kick ahbeng/matrep ass.

Ok maybe the skinnier ones cause just the force from a kick with these babies might shatter their pelvic bones.

Funny story to end this post ;

I got the basic Zana Bayne harness a few months ago and when it came, I was tremendously dissapointed because on my long torso, it looked like fucking kinky bra. And I was actually wearing it shirtless when my Dad walked in and was all...

"Son is there something you wanna tell me?"

Hope this story made your day hahaha.